
a psych ward memoir by Bela Z. Bela & I were “psych ward twins.” (BPD-addled transgender ketamine fiends) We were hospitalized for similar reasons, & she journaled religiously throughout her stay. She discharged before me, headed to out-of-state residential, & gave me her journal to publish. Its contents made her uncomfortable, but she felt people…

The latest chapter of my collaboration with Mila is now live on Webtoons! Chapter III was a challenging write for me, so I had no idea how Mila would pull it off, but I think she did great & am as proud as ever to be a part of this project! Francesca & Kate can…

an umbrella turning itself outbruised, pearlescent eyeshair falling out in tangled cordsspitting blood into the sinkbroken, cigarette-stained nailswasted breath and widened pupilslame, TV static limbscrumpled and fetalpalms held to my facethis maternal darknessbares a million final actswith the same conclusionwet crunch of bones against pavementcold whoosh of terminal velocityfalling in a curtsy crumpled like a…

a psych ward memoir by Bela Z. Bela & I were “psych ward twins.” (BPD-addled transgender ketamine fiends) We were hospitalized for similar reasons, & she journaled religiously throughout her stay. She discharged before me, headed to out-of-state residential, & gave me her journal to publish. Its contents made her uncomfortable, but she felt people…

a psych ward memoir by Bela Z. Bela & I were “psych ward twins.” (BPD-addled transgender ketamine fiends) We were hospitalized for similar reasons, & she journaled religiously throughout her stay. She discharged before me, headed to out-of-state residential, & gave me her journal to publish. Its contents made her uncomfortable, but she felt people…

a psych ward memoir by Bela Z. Bela & I were “psych ward twins.” (BPD-addled transgender ketamine fiends) We were hospitalized for similar reasons, & she journaled religiously throughout her stay. She discharged before me, headed to out-of-state residential, & gave me her journal to publish. Its contents made her uncomfortable, but she felt people…